Happy Halloween :)

 HAHA ISN'T HE SPOOKY?

so sorry about the inconsistency of my posting. i've been super busy lately with rehearsals for two shows and well, school takes up a lot of the daytime now doesn't it? tonight, instead of going to a party or going trick or treating, i'm going to a rehearsal because, hey, this is no ameteur league. or maybe it is. i don't care. i don't really celebrate halloween anyways.

 today in science, me, bryce, and taryn thought our science project was due today, so we all freaked out and we were like WE'LL ALL FAIL. my teacher told us that it was due monday.

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bryce: ...
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bryce: well. looks like we've got a couple more days to procrastinate.

 i hope everybody's doing well. i must leave you now with the most precious kitten in the entire world. love you :)

fold your paper heart

good night :)

quick update on people: noah got me all excited because F block got their math tests back, but apparently not A block (which is me.) so now i'm nervous. and i went to a two hour rehearsal and i'm super tired. kerri hurt my hand today at lunch and i have a bruise. i had to write a paper for social studies and max told me the government wants to kill everyone. my friend luke has four houses.

my birthday is very soon. i want an ipod that works. i want my friends to do something with me. i want to go eat food. i'm so bored. just look at james's attractive face for a while okay? he's the one with the smiley sign

help session

this afternoon, i went to help session for my math teacher. i quite honestly don't think the help sessions accomplish anything, i just go because ben (a new ben, not the one i was friends with last year) and noah go. i'm not dating either of them, don't worry. they're just friends of mine. two of my closest friends. the kind of friend you get in trouble with at help session with.

me and ben are always getting in trouble for talking, and i have no real classes with noah. they're both taller than me, which is rather lovely. i find it weird. this year, all my friends are guys. i guess girls just cause too much drama for me. i mean, of course, i'm still friends with girls. there's anita and bri and gummie and taylor and sarah and kendra and keri and alyssa and emily and kylee and majia, but i'm not really as close to a lot of them. compared to sam, obviously.

well. my internet connection is failing, so i'd better publish this before the circut shuts off. have a nice night, my friends. :)

gastly and lovely



just wanted to put a wee little update before I go to bed. i'm off with anita, elise, kyle, and julia tomorrow. right now, i'm cuddled up under a blanket, downloading music, watching rhoda with my sister and mother. i found a bunch of pictures of me and krista and ozzy this afternoon. it was kind of absolutely crazy.

 

we were so young. so happy and so colorful and so goofy. we're all toothy smiles and not makeup and awkward hoodies and bad haircuts and hats and skinny jeans and winter coats and snowball fights. ozzy's too short and krista's so awkward and i'm just tall and weird. i just miss those days. those awesome, terrible days, where we were careless and happy and didn't text each other and didn't know about anything at all.

 

before anything else happened. before kyle and anita and even before sam. before math grades and absolutely everything went crazy. i miss those days. goodnight.

touch the light, we're together now

 it's progress report time next week. and right now it's beautiful early october, what with it's colorful trees and early morning chills and extra homework and midterms and teeth chattering and seeing your breath and the anticipation of halloween, just around the corner. i love early fall. i love fall. i love every season. i had a good day today.

i have a lot of favorite things about fall. i love big, bulky, awkward sweaters. i have plenty of those and i bought one today. it's red and stripey and cute and cozy and comfy and soft. sweaters make me feel safe and warm and snug even though i'm at school in a cold classroom at a desk.

i hate to keep bringing up poor kyle like this, but he's transfering to my lunch period. i'm so happy. i missed him. for those who don't know me as well as i'd like, kyle is like my little brother. if you backtrack until last september, you'll see how i met kyle. he's one of my favorite things period. he gives hugs weird. he'll hug you, squeeze, hard, tight, and then go back to being sweet again. it's like the heimlech manuver or something.

one thing i do rather like now, though, is the bus rides to school. i really don't like my bus, because there are a lot of annoying people on there. but in the morning, the bus is all warm and the windows are all foggy and i can just listen to my ipod and block out all of the irritating people. everybody's all bundled up already, because it's just so cold in the morning. we all just roll up our sleeves later because it warms up later in the day.

and of course, halloween and thanksgiving and all those good stuff. and, let's not forget my birthday is in a month and i don't know what to do for it. probably something with sam. i don't know. i think i have to study for an english quiz tomorrow though, so we'll see yall later.

"you flip my words and change the tempo and somehow you just make it simple it's beautiful to see. you sing to me and my heart comes to life, beating for you every time it's beating, beating."-favorite song by tobyMac and Jamie Grace