I'm ready!!!

My show is tonight...I am totally gonna kick booty up there. Me and Tasha, we gonna blow the roof off. I will certainly tell everybody how the show goes, and believe me, it will go awesomely.

Things to do before show tonight:

*Make sure I have my script in my bag for last minute rehearsal.
*Shower. I will not smell for my show.
*Pack some food.
*Inform Shannon and Jessica of what is before us.
*Run over the routine for Consider Yourself because if I don't know it, then we're doomed. Tasha missed like four rehearsals, so she doesn't know it at all.
*Finish blogging.

It's a benefit for the tornado victims, so it's gonna be a BIG crowd. I totally can't wait. I just hope I'm loud enough.

Anybody who comments on this post gets front row tickets. (Or maybe just a cookie or something)

Reality check...

Ever get the feeling that your life just ain't perfect? Like sometimes you picture yourself in a happy world where every thing's perfect and like a sitcom show only better because it's YOUR life?

Like when you go on vacation...and you miss your friends. Or a long trip, boarding school, summer camp, ect. And then you come home, and life just fails to meet your expectations? You seem to remember this happy, cool world where you live at the mall and every day is just one big party?

Then you come home and, hm, everything goes from comedy-show-cool to oh-I-remember-this.

Because my friends are still the same...Jessica is still the same practical, patient, totally awesome person I left behind, Shannon still doesn't answer her phone and hasn't called me back (SHANNON!!!!!), and Krista is still the talkative, crazy, hyper...Krista that I left behind.

And my house is still the same big, nice, comfortable house that I left behind. And my pets are still the same. My yard is still the same, my church is still the same, the only thing different is that now I'm back from vacation...

I feel...weird. I feel like I wasn't really missed. Like I wasn't noticed. Krista is different, her father told me that she didn't stop talking about the fact that I was coming back the entire car ride here, which made me feel like I could fly out of that kid's room window and eat my name tag that says "Hi, my name is Cassidy. I help with your kids!" on it.

(I was working with the little kids that day, fyi)

But sometimes I picture my life as this crazy, I dunno...Nickelodeon show. Maybe it's just me, thinking I'm all funny and cool and popular and then...look at that, nope. Maybe to...Casey. Maybe to a grape. Maybe my broken pencil sharpener.

The point is, sometimes I feel like I raise the bar on myself and then when I actually look at myself, I'm not the awesome, upbeat, totally cool-and-with-friends person I imagine in my daydreams. Chances are, nobody really thinks about me unless I'm there.

THERE! I said it! I think that a lot, but never really got to write it down!

So I'm sorry if I seemed rambly or emotional or sad or really depressed in this post (I am only the first two, kinda) because I didn't mean to take my life out on you guys. Wait, that's kinda the point of the blog, huh? Yeah, I guess I've kinda been treating it more like a website, huh?

The website of Cassidy, who pretends to be cool and loves to death her sixty-seven followers.

Do you ever feel like you're making out things to be more than they can be? Like if you're planning a party, and you get all worked up...it can't possibly be as amazing as you're thinking...

But sometimes your party IS that amazing after all...

Maybe I'm only looking at this from one point of view. Maybe my life is different, vacation just made me think kinda crazy. Okay, now I'm gonna see if Shannon (SHANNON!!!!!!) will pick up her phone this time. Bye.

Hey y'all everybody!!!

Hi, sorry I haven't been posting much...as some of you know I was on vacation last week so I wasn't really on a computer then! So I'm now back!!

This is gonna be a short post for a couple of reasons, 1) I am going to shower in a minute, 2) I don't have much to talk about, and 3) clowns are creepy.

I haven't been getting all that many comments nowadays...am I being boring? Poo. Oh well, Tim and Jen still appear to be interested...Loulou's on a trip too, so she's excused on that matter...Jessica has been reading, but I would like to see my other buddies.

Sorry I haven't been commenting on everyone's blogs! My computer has been acting super-crummy lately and hasn't been letting me. I've been reading them though, so keep up the good writing, guys. Okay, so, I'm gonna go shower now. Bye everybody and LEAVE COMMENTS!!!!

Well, I'm sorry to leave you all AGAIN...

But I'm leaving for Florida tomorrow.

Yes, I know, I just got back, and you guys are lovely, buuuuuuut...I'm leaving for Florida to go and see Aunt June and Uncle Charlie down in Florida. We're road tripping, so we'll be stopping in some states on the way, like N&S Carolina, Virginia, Georgia, and that might be it, but I'm still excited!

And on top of that, I may or may not have a show tonight.

OMIGOSH, TORNADO! There was a TORNADO, people, right in my state and through my town! THROUGH. MY. TOWN.

I am okay, thank goodness, but the towns around mine look SO bad! There are roads blocked off for GRP, all around that town, and all of Springfield County (that's me) got hit. Thank God that our house and cars are safe, we only lost power for a while, but my director for GRP lives right in the middle of where the tornado was! Oh, I hope she's okay!

Tasha is fine, I know that, Shannon and Tim only got hail (you lucky ducks), and I've been trying endlessly to talk to Jessica...I think her power might be out. Not many of you guys are around this area, lucky people, but we were in the basement for quite some time because the guy on the news said that was the safest place to be.

He kept on going to the LIVE DOPPLER RADAR! Like, over and over again. It was SO annoying, we're like, "Um, we're in the middle of a tornado here! Stop taking about your Live Doppler Radar."

Anyways, it's all over now. My heart goes out to the people who lost houses, cars, or anything else. :( There were some houses COMPLETELY distroyed. Poor people...

Anyways, yeah, I hope my director's okay. Knowing her, she'll make it to the show anyways, but I know she's got Jolie there, and we all love Jolie. (Who here remembers Jolie? Y'know, my director's baby daughter? Yeah, everbody loves Jolie.)

Okay, well, I'll see everybody in two weeks. Bye!

Unexiting

Today is not that thrilling. So I decided to give you guys a chance to do something.

As some of you know, I have a book blog. It can be found here. These are all stories I've written. But I want to post some of the actual stories. So I'm holding a contest.

I'm gonna give you guys the links to five posts, and you can read them and see which book sounds best. Then, I'll set up a poll and you can all vote on them to tell me which one you want to read a sample of. It won't be much, just a little bit. So, here are your choices!

 Dancer Girl
We Are Three
Babysitting Narc
Chabigail
and Home Sweet Home

Imho, (In my humble opinion) these stories are all okay, but there are different age groups that might appeal more to certain people. Thanks, and vote away!

Cassidy

Glad to see that everybody's still around.

I see that the world did NOT end on Saturday, as predicted. Hm. I was almost sure it was not, so, there ya have it. Jesus is coming back, but nobody knows when.

So sorry I haven't posted in such a long time. I've been very busy lately. Corrina's dance recital was this Sunday...I sat through three hours of girls dancing, just to see my sister dance for six minutes. Oh, this is just proof that I do love my family.

Rehearsals are going fine for GRP. This Thursday, I get to spend a WHOLE TWO HOURS with Ian! Oh, I am just so darn happy about that! (Sarcasam, sarcasam) Oh, well, maybe I can see my friend Jordyn. Our show isn't that far off. I hope we're ready for it.

Not that much to report, actually. Casey is crying. Hurray. Isn't that awesome? I think Aidan took some toothpaste out of his hand or something.

HORRORS! WHATEVER SHALL WE DO? PANIC! PAAAANIIIIIIIC!!!!

I really want me some Goldfish crackers right now. Unfortunately, we are all out of them. I'll probably have some peanut butter on Ritz crackers. Yum-a-licious.

Okay, enough randomness. Goodbye, all.

Return to Narnia

HEY ALL! Remember me? I HAVE COME-A BACK-A!

First of all, I would like to say a heaping thank-you with whipped cream and cherries to the EIGHTTEEN lovely commenters who gave me nice messages that I read not long ago!

Secondly, I think I have some people I must address.

To the annonymous person who commented: Heh, well, I thank you for your concern, but if you can't say anything nice, just don't say it. I respect your personal opinion, but that kinda hurt my feelings a little and made you look like a jerk. I have absolutely no problem with a little critisism, but the reason I said those things is, like my friend Loulou said, because the last time I did something like this, I got those comments and they seriously slowed me down. I was trying to get people not to feel sorry for me or try and bring me back.

A special thank you to: Tim (aka, T-WAC), Loulou (thank you for standing up for me and I missed you crazy), Katie (hey. haven't heard from you in forev. call me), and Corrina.

So life is kinda the exact same. I hope everybody had a good Easter, and I'm so sorry I missed it. Oopsies. Didn't plan that right. Anyways, I missed everybody and I'm glad to be back. I'm sure some of you thought I was crazy, and this confirmed it, but I have my reasons to being crazy.

See everybody later,
Cassidy.

PS, Tim, haha, yeah, three comments in a row...maybe a little bit stalker-looking to some. Let's just mash everything into one long comment next time, eh? (but thank you for caring so much that you had to leave three, :P)